Oh my word we have had fun we made homemade ornaments and Asa got to paint them Lew is still a bit small and Asa had so much fun he painted a snowflake black and a christmas tree red and a snowman green but he had fun he got blue paint all over his face and then he got to hang them on the tree and the tree is actually not lopsided..............well not that he caused anyway but we wont discuss that,

  I feel like life is finnaly becoming life after a divorce you wish that you could skip the grieving and just get on with life but unfortuantly everything has a time and a season and you can't skip seasons just because you don't want to go through them but I think just maybe a see glimpses of spring and life starting again I wish that I could tell anyone and everyone facing what I have been through that at first breathing takes effort thinking is out of the question and then you find your feet and pray that you can still stand on them and you put one foot in front of the other and walk on and before you know it things start taking less effort I wish I could say and then you forget about it I haven't made it there yet but I have made it to the point I can say no when I don't feel that I should cross a line and not feel that I have done something wrong if that person walks away, If you won't be true to yourself you are of no use to anyone in your life because your not you I wish I could have learned that lesson a little sooner but oh well sorry didn't mean to ramble

                                                      Catch Yall Later

                                                              Grace Ellen